well its ben a long time but im finally back. i wont be online every day or for verry long but im back and finally able to be a part of the deviant nation ageain.

heres a quick update on my life so far.

well some of you may know i had a boyfriend .well,not any more. he was a great first boyfriend but a little to immature for me pluss...he tried to cheat on me.with my cousin! yea he wasnt to smart. any way i parted ways with him as friends,i think,and started looking ageain. my friend told me about a site to look at for great local guys. i checked it out and  well it wasnt to bad. had a few jurks just looking for supermodels  and a few just looking for a "good time". i finally managed to find one and he turnd into a big ass.he left me at the movie theater on our onle date. creep.

finally i found one about a month later named chris. hes such a gentleman. doesnt try any thing pervy and he has clear pure intencions. hes so sweet. i relly see this one going some where.

any way we went to the movies and had a blast then on a sunday we went on a trip to ball river falls. that place was beautiful! i cant wait to share the pics.

well be seeing each other for a while.best thing of all is,he has horses! lol


well besides all of that drama i turnd 21 finally. big deal. i still dont have a laptop and all i got was a 22 pistal. its nice cause i love target practise but still id like to have had a lap top. still havent had a single drink :yaay:

my grandmother is still alive and kicking but is still week and a little sick.shes  constantly in and out of the hospital and has started seeing things and can hardly walk any more but shes still here and thats the most important thing.

mom and i are getting along better and are working on my disabillaty case .iv got my hearing i just have no clue when it will be.cross your fingers and prey please because i relly need this disabillaty.

well as of today my brothers little angel turnd 1 year old. i hope heaven had a blast of a party for her because the little cake we had down here to selabrate just didnt seem to be enough. for those of you who dont know what im talking about,my brother had a baby with his gf a year ago but she didnt make it due to complications during recovery after her first surgery. she was a week old and perfectly healthy but it wasnt meant to be. shes our little angel now and we all relly aprecieate the time we had with her.


well thats pretty much it! oh wait i did forget that i managed to meet an amassing artest and slef publishd writer. mister hushicho pro  allso knows as phoenix to some.hes so amassing! but due to some disagreements with da and his art he doesnt like the site any more. i still  recamend highley that you check him out. hes in my friends list but ill try and figure out how to put a link to his acount here some time.


well thats it. thanks to all of you for your saport and for the birthday wishes.i missd all my friends sooooooo much. im glad to be back.
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