WOW I LOVE JURNAL SKINS.SOME ONE BUY ME A SUBSCRIPTION THING FOR CHRISTMAS SO I CAN GET MORE AWESOME SKINS PLEASE!!!!!!! ILL BE YOUR BEEEEEST FRIEND kidding but seriously i love jurnal skins.i want to be able to use them.
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well alls well that ends well.shes fine and at home now.it was simply a bowel problem.dont know what it was but it cleard up on its own and they sent her home.witch is a good and a bad thing.any way every ones doing great now accept my back is killing me.i think i slipd a disk or stretched a muscle or spraind a bone.not shure but it will get better soon i hope.

and as the tital sais i finally found an awesome hellboy fan club.well not compleetly hellboy its for all mythical fantisy monster type things and creatures and hellboy defanitly falls into that catagorry.so any way im joining the and i cant wait to see how many people there are in it and all the awesome devieations.

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HES ALIVE HES ALIVE HALLALOOYA HES ALIVE IM SO HAPPY!!!!

my love has finally returnd to me safe and sound.it turns out the damn doctors he was being looked after by gave him pinacillen witch he was deadly allregic to and so they nearly killed him.i swear if i ever get my hands on those ass holes ill kill them for doing that to him.i hope he swes them for a hole hell of a lot of cash.

i am just so happy hes alive.iv missed him so much.i still cant go see him or call him but atleast i finally got that email iv ben waiting so long for.hes doing ok,the doctors saved him after trying to kill him,and he missed me to. im so happy right now.
im not alone any more.i have a fieyance(husband to be,my spelling sucks) and hopefully some day soon ill be able to hug him for real.:

thank the lord for answering my preyrs.and thank all of you out there who cared enough to wish for things to get better and for praying along with me.i owe you all a great debt of thanks.


thank you all.

but sadly im still depressed because no matter how happy he makes me theres allways that ass hole cousin of mine and my brother who will put the dark clouds back into my sunny little picknick.no matter how happy he makes me there allways there to screw up my good day.so in other words IM STILL FUCKING PISSED AND EMO AND DEPRESSED AND JUST ALL FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!

but atleast my days of worry are over.finally,hes come home to me.


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IM AN ADMIN BABY WOOOOOOOHOOOO! FINALLY IM IMPORTANT FOR SOME THING YEAAAAAA HOOOOOOOW!

~TheBankaiBrigade

MY NEW CLUB BABY JOIN IF YOU LIKE.wooohooo this is cool.we even have a forum site and every thing.
[link]
only for members of the bankai brigade club though so join it first then join the site.
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well like the tital seys.i could possabolly have cancer or the first step to cnacer.i went to a doctor the other day to see if i could get any help with acney,yep i said it its a comen problem in wemen,and any way.she found a small tiney pincel erasor sized mole.more like a freckle but it was starting to bu,p out into a mole.any way she didnt like the looks of it so she cut it off to do some tests on it.OUCH! it still hurts like hell.so any way i could have or be gettign cnacer,isnt that a delightfull early christmas gift?

its a little wierd sence my love allso has cnacer.kinda like our fates are tied togeather.its to bad our fates have us apart at the moment.

on top of all this my life is going to hell.we have an intruder in our house witch is starting to get violent.there stoppign up the toilets with rats and toilet paper while were gone and there getting into our refridgaraitor and pulling out and leaving out our food,waisting it.

first the damn ghost thing with the housing inspector and now white rats ion the toilet with toilet paper.i dont want to live in this house any more.

weve ben staying with my grandmother and hell its not any better.shits hitting the fan quicker than ever now that my brother allso lives with us.mom and i are going insane and im afraid im getting there faster than her.between the constant bitching and the having to hold my toungue while mom gets chewd out and bitched at by a 13 year old,i jsut dont think i am going to last much longer.

i know i know anouther seuasid ranting and crazy im losing my mind jurnal.hell if i dont get this out of me this way,i fear i might accually take that rather inviting friendly looking knive and slice that ever so vital vein in my wrist one of these days.things are getting worce and i just dont know how much longer my faith will hold out.i prey and prey and prey and yet i recieve hell in return.i just dont know what to think any more.

well thats it for me.anouther depressing ranting jurnal finished.all i have to do now in figure out some thig to do for theart trade i owe some one here and then if soe people would please tell me what they want for there second and third place prizes id get them finished.

god i feel so over whelmed right now.
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my to do list.

CONTEST 2ND AND 3RD PLACE WINNERS PRIZES
(would soe one please request some thing allredy,i cant draw them without knowing what to draw.oh wait,i should probably tell you you won firns.heehee:sweatdrop

get well soon drawing for
*CancerBabe
FINISHED

draw two awesome wolf like characters for an art trade recently agred to with
*kodriak (PLEASE DONT KILL ME IM WORKING ON THEM I SWEAR)

and i think thats it.if i missed any thing or you would like me to Draw some thing,porely i might add,please coment here.

ONE MORE THING(i love jackie chan cartons,uncle is so funny )

CHECK OUT MY NEW LITTLE BABY VALENTH.I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HATCH.I PICKED A BLACK DRAGON AND DIDNT REALIZE IT.IM SO AWESOME.IT HASE TO BE FATE.


Feed Me!
Adopted from Valenth

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CONTEST WINNERS AS FALLOWS!

all of you win sence there is only three of you and because i loved each version of my character so much i say first for all but i do have to place every one just so its offical so here,in no real order,just randomly picked.

first place
~akafang [link]
you have won a guest spot in my written kh fan fic story.this guest spot will be fild by one of your characters that you have drawn and created your self.and a one month feature thing in my good friend *Dabull04 's jurnal,also the winner will recieve one pic drawin by my good friend ~crazedjacksparrowfan of one of the winners characters.

SECAND PLACE
~its-jst-me [link]
you won a drawing by me please note your request

THIRD PLACE
~skylarks-song [link]
you won a drawing by me please note your request


i will be drawing a second and third place prize for the second and third place winners sence there was only three entrys.ill have to ask you to note me your request and please nothing to big,im only an amature and my to do list is growing big time.oh and please pardon the time it takes me to finish the drawings,im swomped.

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clubs im in

(they all ignore and dont want me)


(havent heard from them in months and doesnt thin they care)


(IM A BIG TIME ADMIN!!! WOOHOOOO THEY DO CARE!)
well one out of three isnt bad.


(so totally awesome.its a hellboy monster fantisy mythology,and all other freeky kinda of things club!)
others to come....not likely.