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welcome home!

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well its ben a long time but im finally back. i wont be online every day or for verry long but im back and finally able to be a part of the deviant nation ageain.

heres a quick update on my life so far.

well some of you may know i had a boyfriend .well,not any more. he was a great first boyfriend but a little to immature for me pluss...he tried to cheat on me.with my cousin! yea he wasnt to smart. any way i parted ways with him as friends,i think,and started looking ageain. my friend told me about a site to look at for great local guys. i checked it out and  well it wasnt to bad. had a few jurks just looking for supermodels  and a few just looking for a "good time". i finally managed to find one and he turnd into a big ass.he left me at the movie theater on our onle date. creep.

finally i found one about a month later named chris. hes such a gentleman. doesnt try any thing pervy and he has clear pure intencions. hes so sweet. i relly see this one going some where.

any way we went to the movies and had a blast then on a sunday we went on a trip to ball river falls. that place was beautiful! i cant wait to share the pics.

well be seeing each other for a while.best thing of all is,he has horses! :heart: lol


well besides all of that drama i turnd 21 finally. big deal. i still dont have a laptop and all i got was a 22 pistal. its nice cause i love target practise but still id like to have had a lap top. still havent had a single drink :yaay:

my grandmother is still alive and kicking but is still week and a little sick.shes  constantly in and out of the hospital and has started seeing things and can hardly walk any more but shes still here and thats the most important thing.

mom and i are getting along better and are working on my disabillaty case .iv got my hearing i just have no clue when it will be.cross your fingers and prey please because i relly need this disabillaty.

well as of today my brothers little angel turnd 1 year old. i hope heaven had a blast of a party for her because the little cake we had down here to selabrate just didnt seem to be enough. for those of you who dont know what im talking about,my brother had a baby with his gf a year ago but she didnt make it due to complications during recovery after her first surgery. she was a week old and perfectly healthy but it wasnt meant to be. shes our little angel now and we all relly aprecieate the time we had with her.


well thats pretty much it! oh wait i did forget that i managed to meet an amassing artest and slef publishd writer. mister hushicho pro  allso knows as phoenix to some.hes so amassing! but due to some disagreements with da and his art he doesnt like the site any more. i still  recamend highley that you check him out. hes in my friends list but ill try and figure out how to put a link to his acount here some time.


well thats it. thanks to all of you for your saport and for the birthday wishes.i missd all my friends sooooooo much. im glad to be back.
WATCH OUT DEVIANT ART! IIIIIIIM BAAAAAACK!
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i dont have time any more to reply to every one and send the love i want to send to evry one so heres all i have to give for you all for saporting me and my slowley progressing art work. i recieved this as a tag thingy from my great friend vanvne,i know thats spelt wrong. and i know i have a lot of explaining to do but thanks to only getting 2 hours a day at the librarry now  i dont relly have time for writing or any thing here on my loving da. i miss you all so much and im sorry for not faving and comenting like i allways use to do but  i swear one day when i get my own computer or lap top i will be back with a blazing vengance and goul to read write type and coment fave on every thing  in my gallery and devieations i can find. i will leave you all with this coment and i hope you will spread the love around.


TIME TO HUG


You have been hugged!


Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
6- If you get hugged back you do not need to redo this

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend ~
4-6 you're an ok friend~
7-9 you're a good friend ~
10-& Up you're a great friend
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hello and long time no sea to all my friends. im sorry i havent updated this in like forever but iv ben a heeeeeel of a lot buisy latley with family crises and health problems and my own terrafying health problems and emotional beak down. but im back to my old self ageain.or half way atleast. my family is still fighting so i dont have much of an urdge to draw sence in all depressed and full og anger.i cant even think of any thing to draw relly.so i thank all my friends who have requested things because thanks to you i have a little of my old self back and can atleast get some of my artistic spiret back.

sadly this is where it ends though. im leaving for home for a few weeks because my family is fighting and one family member took back the care we barrowd,we being momand me, so were stranded at our trailor,threw stormes sceary sceary storms,and i dont know when ill ever be back. i just have to try and get a ride some time.

ill miss every one and im sorry for my lack of deviant art spiret and submissions but hopefully soon ill be acle to return to my normal every day loging in and submitting some thing.

injoy your happy lives and may god protect you from any evil darkness and sad things.love you all my friends :icondragonhug: ill miss you.to bad you wont miss me lol

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clubs im in
:icondragonnation:
(they all ignore and dont want me)

:iconunique-equines:
(havent heard from them in months and doesnt thin they care)

:iconthebankaibrigade:
(i can only hope im still an admin.
well one out of three isnt bad.

:iconteratophilia-club:
(so totally awesome.its a hellboy monster fantisy mythology,and all other freeky kinda of things club!)
:iconhorseart-rpg:
(an awesome amassing horse rpg club)
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well like the tital said e got run over.sadly not by deer,but by car.
he was working on his own car one day and forgot to put on the brake and take off the nutral so it roold off the locks and right ontop of him.the full weight crushed his ribs,his 3rd threw 9th rib.and three ribs in back were broaken as well as the bone in the middle of his chest.its not atached to any thing and is simply floating hin his chest now.

hes not in pain and hes relly lucky to be alive but coud still get relly sick so please prey for him.hes drunk on morphine so hes in no pain but hes fully aware hes in bad shape.they could still have to put a breathing tube in and might have to put a tube or some thing in his stomick to drain off fluids if it gets to bad.theres a bump on his head witch is hurting but the doctors are more concernd about the chest problems right now so hopefully thats n ot ay thing to worry about.

i went to see him and he said an angel had to have helped him other wise hed have gone right then and there.he said he could see himself being crushed.he still doesnt remember how he got out from under the car but when my grandmother came home about 20 minets later she said she fount him inside coverd in blood from a head wound.

it turnd out to just be a few scratches but thank god hes still alive.

it had to be god,theres no other possabole way he would have made it.i thank him so much for watching over my grandfather.please prey for him.he needs all the help he can get.

this years going to be one crazy christmas.

oh adn to all my friends out there who said all those wonderfull kind things to me,wishing me well and saying theyl miss me a lot while im gone.

thank you,from the botom of my heart,thank you deerly.ill miss all of you to.but ill be back.ill be back as often as i can.i dont know how long it will take but ill be back.thank you so much.
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to do list
1)secret santa drawing for :iconshannaroooooo:'s secret santa contest thing
(due the 20th)

2)my half of a seriously over due trade with :iconluxdani: who i just know is going to hate me for this.i swear im working on it.i just need to figure out how to print your characters.

3) my contest winners prizes witch i still dont know what they are sence i have no responce from any one.accept the first place winner witch im working on aswell.
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clubs im in
:icondragonnation:
(they all ignore and dont want me)

:iconunique-equines:
(havent heard from them in months and doesnt thin they care)

:iconthebankaibrigade:
(i can only hope im still an admin.
well one out of three isnt bad.

:iconteratophilia-club:
(so totally awesome.its a hellboy monster fantisy mythology,and all other freeky kinda of things club!)
:iconhorseart-rpg:
(an awesome amassing horse rpg club)
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stable and land discription.i have no accual stables built on my land,the horses are free to roam where ever they like.
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my stables full name is Dark Elven Ethereal Oasis,a refuge for the lost.

it is a secret land.filld with ancent magic both good and evil.this place is an ancent land only touched by the mythic and ancent creatures.elves once calld this place home,creating an endless wonderland of beauty.but sadly it was plagued by sadness and torment.the king died and the land fell into a depresion.the elves all abandond the land once cherished for its happyness and peacefull beauty.
only the animals remaind.the darkness that swept over the land ingulfed every thing in a terrabole grip sarrow.with the kings death every light departed the land.the memories of wonderfull days gone by haunt the wild plains and grassy fields.traped in the trees like caged animals.

the landscape is filld with caves lighted by natural phospheressent mold and a few glowing crystal groops of stalagtites and stalagmites.there are waterfalls all over the land.mostly hiding caves and filling massive pools of water.lakes are carving threw the land  allmost every where you look.allways dark in color yet brithg and chery when touched by the light.un touched jewels and ritches ltter the land.dimonds crow freely in caves and jewls left by the elves are strewn across the land and carried every where by the lakes rivers and streams.at the botom of one massive waterfal hiding a cave as big as a dragon there are jewls no man has ever imajind.there as big as human heads.small animals live in this wonderious land,shadows of the ones who lived here at a time when the land was clean and pure.

the mythical creatures witch live in this land are primal and once ageain return to there animal like instinctsmost are not friendly any more.magic tends to be harsh and crule.and a spell of scilant fear is keeping every thing from leaving this land.in the day time the fields and plains and forest becomes as bright and beautiful as it once was only to give a falce sence of safty as it luren in its victems to have them traped forever in darkness and shadows as night falls.the erie light from the caves casts a haunting glow all across the land.once eacefull looking streams become flowing rivers of blood when the moonlight hits the blood red crystals hiden within its waters.meny hot springs allso can be found across the land.hiden in the trees,caves,and some times in plain sight.there steaming hot and can sooth old battle scars and help relax akeing bones.there only a hand full of pools witch are good for bathing.but if you find one.injoy it,its the rarest of its kind.bright blue waters sparkeling with silver dust can heal your body,if you know the right spell.

caves become dark and earry and filld with voices caused by the wind as it blows.the ancet trees reliece there memories to flow freely at night like a never ending tormenting memory.replaying over and over ageain as the elves wonderious partys and banquest and bals are ageain carried out as ghostly sad images of the time passed.the creatures all become scarce at night.fleeing to there sercet hiding places.only dark troles,wood nimphs,faries,and goblins roam at night.seeking treasures they never find and helpless animals to eat.these creatures once were banished from the land,now returnd to rule the dark hellish night.

one who lives here survives only by being strong,smart,brave,and should you know magic,youl be well ractised in this place.

allthought i make it sound horafying and terror filld.there is a beauty in this beast of a land.once daylight begins,the enchantment ends.and all is well and peacefull.as beautiful as a dream and wonderious as a farie tale.only nightfall brings a shadow of dispare.but should you be use to dark and misterious places.this hidden beauty of the night will welcome you with opein arms.if you can find it.
the cave witch holds this secret lies behind a hiden waterfall.deep within a sleeping dragons belly.should you be curagious enough to find it.you shall reep the rewords of your parelious jurney.to find the lost oasis of the elves,you must brave meny dnagers.but the trip is well wortth it.for a lost soul with no other land to call home.

(in other words it hiden in a volcaino witch is dorment and shouldnt errupt untill the end of time.and to get to the volcaino you have to trech threw trecherious jungle like terrain.and the wterfall is fed by a bubbeling underground hot spring.it helps keep the lava from getting hot enough to blow its top.just dont touch the water.youl get burnt alive)

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a short,or slightly short,discription of the land and stables i keep.
sorry its so stupid sounding.i tryed to make it a magical place.one you might want your horse to rp in.

here is my horse and my only animal character at the moment.she is the one im most proud of and i am hoping she will be accepted into the long list of :iconhorseart-rpg: horses.

smoldering ash finish i think by blackrrose2

Name:Smoldering Ash(smash,ash,smolder,all three are nicknames but only ash is tolleraited)

Age:6

Gender:Mares

Breed:Hell Mare

Height:18 hands high

Color:dark blood red with darker highlights in places.grey ash colord hair with flecks of black soot and smoake colord stains in main and tail.black hovers and markings,eyes unknown because there allways coverd by hair.wings pinkish red and shades of red where veins and muscles cover the wing boned.black tatterd and rotting flesh between each wing finger.greyish decaying spots where rips and tears are in the black leather skin.

Markings:black curved stripes on behind legs and neck.a black downward pointing tryangle on chest with two curved and pointed stripes allso facing down.one scar going acorss her face over both eyes.only a small peace is showing under her bangs.she has two distinct and sharp horns on her head.one just above each eye and slightly curved upward.there are allso a few spikes all down her neck,also black.her hoves are usually coverd in a dark foggy mist.black or grey,with hints of red and blues when shes using her fire.this is a side afect of having ben around flames and smoake to long and because her hoves have verry tiney un seeabole holes in them witch allow the heat and flames to escape her body.massive wings that look like dragons.there nothing but bone and muscle and veins rotting away.there black leathery skin atached to each wing finger is rotting away and there are dead greyish patches of skin.her wings are atached to her body and when they conect you can see some white bone and flesh joining the muscles ad veins that are exposed.

Discipline:is a verry fast cross country runner,a well traind high jumper,is able to pull a cart or buggy boath for pleasure and for fast perposes,loves to dance but isnt to good at dressagebecause of her height and weight.before her unfortunate accadent she was verry skilled at Eventing but with her apearances changing so much no one would recognize the Eventing horse she once was other than by the name witch she doesnt remember.

Passible Traits:10% will get the horns or a few of them
10% will get flame powers
10%will get hallowd bones for flight
10%be blind
10%will get a cross patern desighn on body
40%will have red and grey colors(not nessacarraly compleetly coverd in the color)
10% massive wings eather rotting and boney or compleetly hole and beautiful.allmost allways leather and can eather be black grey or blood red.

Sire/Dam:never knew who the mother or father was.found abandond shortly after birth with blod every where.

Bloodlinesart tennessee walker and part clidsdale.(hair on feet burn off every time she flys or uses fire)

Offspring:None

Other:Her abillatys include,hooves can catch fire and burn an thing she tuches to ash,main and tail catch fire with her hoves and thanks to her lightly hallowed out bones that fill with gass she can ride the heat waves and fly.swishing her flaiming tail can cause sparks to fly to singe enamys and start he ocasionally needed camp fire.her horns and spiker are verry hard and sharp and can penatrate allmost every thing but roch and hard metals.

For stud/lease:NO!not at the moment.

Background:was once a magniffacent wild creature.untaimd by even the best of all cowboys.untill one day a young male figure rode up on a jet black horse of his own,and inchainted her heart.she fell in love with this man,his horse was only a nusance to her.she found him vulger and n atractive.gradually the man grew to love the land in witch he came to rest.he claimd a patch for himself and built a home.shortly after catching enough horses to start a stable he became satisfied with the life he made.the wild mare kept watching the man,fascanaited by how gentle he was and how strong he was.eventually the man spotted her one day while he was out bathing and he decided she was magniffacent.after a few incounters and hand fed apples the horse began to trust him more and more.she would never let him ride her for hear of losing her equine spiret and her place amung the wild horses in the ancent horses afterlife.the man and the horse grew closer and closer.allways togeather.and eventually the horse became acustome to the black horses presance.still thinking him un worthy.one day a massive storm came and distroyed every thin the man had build for himself.the mountians wild un taimabole un predictabole weather distroyed all he had.even his horses had ben ingulfed by the gale like storm.all died and all was lost.the mare greved for the man,and did one thing a wild horse should never do.she gave up the secrets of the heards graising land.this was a wonderious place filld with clean air and un touched landscape.no man had ever seen its beauty.and horses could be seen from every direction.the mare led him to a place far off from the heard and gave him the land that once belongd to her father.she was a heard leader,and a champion fighter.but little did she know,this act would damn her soul for ever.

the man eventually grew old and died.the last thing he say was the horses gentle face.she berried him in a grave she dug with her own frount hoves.shedding tears as she did so.the mans own horse helped and vowed to forever protect his master.only then did the mare think him to still be a true worthey equine.she helped him out of his riding tack.an from that day forth,they lived togeather.then the day came when anouther man came and took her away.she was powerless against his sleeping darts.the only thing she could do was watch her black friend scream and cry from the hilltop as they carried her away.for meny years after that she was used in shows and equine events.knowing one day she could escape if she played along she laaowed herself to be ridden and became a famious horse.a master at allmost all skills.untill one day when her home was once ageain close to her.the night of a great storm in the valley she finally broake free of her stables.nocking her trainer and equine napper out with one hoof to the head.killing him unknowingly.she finally felt freedome ageain as the rain stunk her in a way she thought was pleasing.she was happy to feel rain ageain.and she returnd to her friend and her only trusted human friend.she lived happaly with the black horse for many years,never mating for fear of submission.

one day anouther human apeard befour her.an old ancent evil smell resonaited from him.the stench of the devil himself.the back horse fled,his timed broaken spiret finally showing his true self.the mare stayed by her friends grave.kicking and pawing at the ground,digging her hoves into the earth and snorting wildley.her mind rasing with torment.un shure what to do she simply stood there.the man walked up to her and smiles a fang filld smile.touching her fore head with his fingers witch sent a stinging burning pain threw her body.visions of the intire hurd burning filld her mind.the ancent and beautiful sacred feeding grounds was torn in half,burnt,and distroyed in a massive raging unnatural storm of fire and hail.she screamd in pain as the images of her black friend being burnt alive sent terror so strong she started acting like a ferril wild and un contorlabole beast.

the devil laughd and sais only one word."broaken" and she instantly shed a bloody tear and fell to her knees at his feet.she knew her soul was damn then.the devil himself had broaken her for her foolish sin.the loving a man had staind her and pervented her form reaching her ancent resting place.she heard her fathers crys of sadness in her ear as his spiret turnd from her.the glorious equine spiritual resting grounds was forever out of her reach now.as the devil himself rode her into hell she forgot every thing about where she came from and who she was.after a few years of training and after graising on the dead plants and rocks of hell she finally became a disfigured ugly mess.her beautiful coat turnd blood red and burnt from so many years in hell.hrrns grew and massive rotten wings.she was ridden time and time ageain on missions for the devil.even the devil himself rid her from time to tme.her apearance and skills terrafied the other hell horses and gave the devil and his minyons a real tool of terror to use against the souls of the damnd.

this went on for an eturnaty it seemd.untill one day she had had enough and heard the fammillyer crys of her fierst and only human friend.his soul forever was traped in a tormenting pit of rocks.forced to breake them for eturnaty for simply daring to touch the wild horses land given to them by the angels.this broake her spiret and turnd her into a greeving mad animal.she threw the devil from her back and screamd a deadly ear pearsing scream.the devil himself afraid of his creation.
a few whips of lightning and fire were used against her and one scarred and permanitly blinded her.she simply speard the weapon wielders with her horns and rushing to her friends side she threw him on her back and finally allowed him to rie her.hoping to save his spiret from an unjust sentance she rode him to the verry gates of heaven and her sad begging and sarrow filld crys tuched the verry lords heart.seeing his mistake in the damning of the mans soul he allowed him to become an angel and for the horses good dead he set her free.giving her a new life on earth.however,the scars and new body made from her sin never faded away.and so she was an outcast to her people.she wonderd the earth for several years untill she found the place forgotten by the elves.and made that sarrow filld onderland,her home.
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